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|LOST and BROKEN diary pages|

[Die for everyone|--->What have I become?<---]

Created on 2005-09-05 00:01:57 (#8209999), last updated 2009-06-06

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Name:	MeiMei
Location:	Brøndby, Denmark

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My lips trembled lightly when I spoke to her,the person I had been having feelings for soo long. my eyes would look everywhere but to the person's eyes. it has been a while since I've felt this way, I admire her from afar, a person I considered a close friend, a person I understood and that understood me. I had fallen for this person.

To believe this person was not only a friend ,but a Sister, Yes, she was in fact a girl, I myself didnt knew why I felt this way, why I had fallen for a person that was of my own sex. I didnt know, but at the moment I didnt care, since all I wanted was to confess my feelings, but my own madness of being rejected by her crossed through my mind. I didnt want to lose her, I couldnt lose someone who meant soo much to me. so I always remained silent to my feelings, no speaking about them.

We always muttered to one another how we loved eachother " I love you" she would tell me in a sisterly way. "--I love you too.." I replied, maybe every time I told her I loved her, was not sister love, but more? I myself didnt know..but it felt right to tell her that, even I she didnt knew my true feelings, being able to tell her I loved her kept me smiling. time passed and my heart began to hurt more and more, my own feelings wanted to just burst out. and now here I stand in front of her about to confess my secret feelings.

"I wanted to tell you--" I said softly while looking into her eyes,the person I adored. my own eyes lowered and I took a deep breath, "I have been having feelings for you, for a while, I know you might not feel the same way--but I needed to tell you before it drives me crazy" I laughed nervously. I had said it, I began to panic at the thought of confessing this to her,I had ruined every day,week,month, years, of our friendship. tears began to run down my cheeks. "I know you may find this weird but I dont expect you to feel love for me like that--I just wanted you to know" it was all over, I felt relieved but terribly sad.

She stood there abit shocked but then gave me a warm smile while placing a hand on my cheek. "It's nothing wrong, you didnt do anything wrong" I looked to her eyes and began to cry even more. "Your just trying to be nice--but you will act different..I know" I told her while moving her hand from my cheek.my own anger, yet sadness made me act mean towards her.

"It's nothing wrong..I'm proud of you that you told me, this--because..I have been feeling that way to" she said shyly while looking away from me. when she told me those words..I felt my heart beat began to relax and I stayed silent. I didnt knew what to do.my eyes began to stare into her clear colored eyes. "I love you" I said without regret I touched the side of her cheek while smiling shyly. "I dont know what may happen but I always wanted to do this." my lips got close to her smaller lips. and I kissed her softly, it seemed short, but the time in my mind seemed it took forever, I wanted time to freeze right there. for our kiss to last forever.

From that day own, we continue being close friends, even more than friends, but lovers.

Leslie looked to monica, who stood by her side, she smiled and I took her hand while holding it for the rest our lives.

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